Okay, but about my glasses, i can see really well in ‘em, but i keep getting tripped out if i look at the ground or sometimes things even just in front of me, because i look down and  lose my balance thinking the ground is angled. I figured that was just from being new to glasses, and i’m honestly still thinking that but it sucks.

The other things though that i’m not so sure is just from being new to glasses is, for example, i was in work the other and there are bright fluorescent lights throughout and i had just arrived, also stressed from being late to work and walking as fast as i could for fifteen minutes, and everything just looked so intense, but it also affected my hearing ???? and that’s what really confuses me like everything was simultaneously louder but also harder to understand.

I can’t wear my glasses in the evening because the glare of all the lights is too much and also overwhelming. And i learned today, that wearing glasses in a dim lit room messed with my eyes/rooms with no natural lighting at all and it also made me dissociate like hell, it was such a struggle going in and out, trying to pay attention to the teachers ( i have two classes without only a half hour break between them mondays that is like this)

So essentially, being able to see is amazing and vivid and wow, but also exhausting as hell and i can only seem to wear them half the time at best