So, I’ve decided (a little bit ago) that is there are things I want to do I want to apply even if I don’t think I’ll get it, even if a potential other thing may make it not work out, and even if I’m not sure I really want to do it.

So as you all know I applied for those immersion program scholarships, I’m still waiting on the response from that.
I went to an information thing to be an RA, and I found I’m not sure I want to do it anymore, ‘cause I keep thinking I’m gonna have to deal with these kids, but I think I’ll apply anyway. One of my classmates is an RA and is so pumped at me being one
I’ve also just decided i’m gonna apply for the study abroad in Jordan for the fall.
I won’t be able to be an RA if I do that, but let’s see if I even get anything y'know!