Also, unrelated, the people that I care about attention from most, and I don’t even need that much really just an occasional I love you or acknowledgement when I send something to them, and I’ve just been feeling like they’re all over me but also trying to be like they have a life too, but it’s been like a month and I feel like I just fucked up with these people and if I try to say or do anything else @ them they’re gonna get more frustrated with me