So, I saw the boy, F, again yesterday and it was so good again. We met up after I finished work at 5, and I/we work in downtown and we just walked like heck around the city. We ended up stopping and getting a drink, and I don’t remember what was in mine at all, but it was real good. I got a little tipsy again, but just a little. We kept walking around after that and ended up walking around a mall because we had to go to the bathroom, and then went well heck we’re here, whatever. We kept making a lot of “did we say bismallah? Oh no, this is haram” whenever we like touched. I think he’s fucking hilarious and at one point I had to sit down from laughing so hard. Like I could barely breathe and my stomach was hurting, it was great. He will get purposefully really loud sometimes and act goofy, and I’m like “oh no, shhh”, but I do appreciate how unapologetically he’ll just do that. Like, he’ll say like roll your eyes thing, but they’re never mean or I’ll intentioned, he’s just out here. We went by the lake after that and just sat by the water, chilling, talking, holding hands. Gross, but good shit. I really like him y'all. There’s no underlying anxiety about doing/saying something “wrong” that will make him stop liking me. We talk like we’ve known each other for years. When we were parting, we were taking trains in opposite directions, and ended up with just over ten minutes to chill before either of our trains came, and we just hugged most of it, which was a particular experience because it was extremely hot and humid yesterday, but we did not regret it at all.